Monday, April 12, 2004
glad~ = ))
so glad to see him in skoOl t0dae .. felt lyk running t0wards him anD hug him tightly but i cldnt .. was awake all nite waiting fer his call untiL 4am.. but he din call .. s0 i gort bored and wr0te him a leta [[ i l0ve writing leta =D ]] .. wanted t0 give him t0dae but ... he went hOme earLy .. gort lotsa qn to ask him but i jus cldnt open my ******* moutH .. useleSs me!! .. i jus hate myself .. feel lyk strangling myself to death >__< .. regreted l0tsa tingss .. now im in cls .. CcA .. feel lyk calling him to talk but i dont have da c0urage .. whys m i s0 timid?! HALOOO .. he's ur stead okaes RACHELLE .. cant hE bE a xcepti0n .. *sobsob* t0dae cried in cls .. hahas .. d0nt n0e fer wad **** os0 .. crazie me .. l0ng time n0 shed tears already okaes!! fara gort da same prob as me .. maybe bOth of us cLd s0lve it t0gether .. *yawns* s0 tired now .. but i jus cant gEt him oUt of my m|nD .. wonDers wad he is d0ing n0w .. *w0nders* .. wish he's waiting fer me .. hahhas .,. but maybe he cldnt .. cant blame him .. only can tok on fone;msg .. alrites .. stOp here .. if nort i *s0bs* again =D
Posted at Monday, April 12, 2004 by me myself and i
Sunday, April 11, 2004
>_<
he's fine =) so happy .. he w0nt leave mE .. i wiLl cherish him moOoOrRrEeE dis time .. when he calL me .. i was so afraid of da verdict .. silly me .. dont wish tO lose him ..
Posted at Sunday, April 11, 2004 by me myself and i
Saturday, April 10, 2004
sighs*
sighs* i was thinking abt wad he said last nite t0dae .. cldnt st0p tinking .. i cldnt d0 anyting but tinktinktink .. i was s0 w0rry .. jus d0nt n0e whys .. n0w kinda in da mood t0 create an0ther p0em .. I will remember every moment we had .. cherish da mem0ries ..
wait
y0u said y0u were g0ing,
I got shock.
Hoping it will not come true.
Thinking was all I could do.
y0u asked me whether I will wait,
I hesitate.
I didn’t want to pr0mise you an answer
as I don’t want you to be sad when I br0ke the pr0mise.
I couldn’t sleep,
was p0ndering over what you said.
The thought of everything,
Frightens me.
Wishing to be by your side
But I didn’t.
Useless was what I felt.
Sighing was what I did.
Regretted that I did not spend much time with you.
No matter what is the result,
I will always be there for you.
I love you!
Posted at Saturday, April 10, 2004 by me myself and i
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HAPPY BURFDAE PRISCILLA ..
Posted at Saturday, April 10, 2004 by me myself and i
Friday, April 09, 2004
sec0nd m0Nth ..
62 daes?! .. wahs .. t0daE sec0nd m0nth .. neva spend time wiv him .. went 0ut wiv j0lj0l .. b0ught bag and tees .. saw d0rd0r .. s0 happy alrites .. kept hugging her >_< we t0ok pics .. geEs .. really a l0ng time since we met up .. tsk tsk .. at nite dear c0me find me and we chat dwnstairs .. he t0ld mE sumting .. i h0pe it will n0rt c0me true ..
message t0 dear:-
i will wait and i 0waes wiLl .. neva wiLl i give uP on y0u .. n0 mAtter wads,u will 0waes be in my heart .. n0-oNe can replace y0u =) .. i wiLl n0rt leave y0u and neva wiLl i .. l0ve y0u l0ts~
Posted at Friday, April 09, 2004 by me myself and i
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Ho0o0o0o0o0000ooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o00oT
t0dae is my sec0nd m0nth anniversary wiv him .. im t0king t0 him n0w .. and he has sh0wn his tru3 c0lours ,. I finally n0e wad’s he’s tinking .. I d0nt n0e nw I sad or angry .. jus s0 c0nfused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we neva g0 0ut 0r rather neva spend time t0gether .. jus d0nt n0e wad has g0ne between us .. difting away?! .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS .. ive fucking hell change so0o0o0o0o0o0o0 much fer wad fuck siahs ?! displaeing?! G0 n die ..!!!!!!
Posted at Thursday, April 08, 2004 by me myself and i
Sunday, April 04, 2004
l0ng time ..
wahahahas .. l0ng time n0 blog areadi .. g0rt miss me n0rts ?! *winks* my blog gona rust areadi .. blame it on my com .. my internet is lyk fucking screwed-up .. anywaes .. yest went t0 watch sco0by do0 [2] wiv ah wei d0g k0r da zhu and three other frens ..went h0me kinda late .. and im n0rt tired .. slept at tw0 ..hees .. w0ke up at 11 ++ .. n0e why n0rts?! .. i g0rt a feeling my dear online den i quickly wake up and online .. n0w still havent wash face =X heees .. gtg .. cya. ..
Posted at Sunday, April 04, 2004 by me myself and i
Saturday, March 27, 2004
BURFDAE!
aahhahahahs .. t0dae my bdae!! ahahahs .. t0dae went sch d0 test .. receive handful of presents and .. l0tsa greetings .. went h0me aft sch and change t0 slaccckkkk ... heees .. watch the eye 2 .. was n0rt a scary sh0w .. LAME sh0w i-n-d-e-e-d .. i treat nis sherm kiat .. ahahahas .. den went t0 meet dear .. d0nt iisit l0ng time neva spend time wiv him or wads .. i actually blush when i see him .. -_______-" cant believe it alrites .. felt h0t .. l0ls .. send nis h0me and we went marina bay .. chin seng n sherm plae b0wling .. [[ they d0 make a c0upLe x) ]] heees .. reali had an enj0yable bdae .. dear i l0ve y0u~ muachs ..
Posted at Saturday, March 27, 2004 by me myself and i
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
bdae [ 27/03 ]
wells .. it’s lyk my bdae is cuming [ 27/03 ] .. on dat dae have comm0n test -__-“ ..bad luck .. ahahas .. but im n0rt excited or wad yer n0e .. jus lyk a n0rmaL dae .. haven even plan wad t0 d0 on dat particular dae .. i still rememba last year .. my bdae was SARS h0ls first dae ..wahahas . celebrated at h0me -s0bs- theref0re .. dis year mus enj0y . 0nce in a yer 0kaes .. =D hees .. i t|nk dis year i ceLebrate wiv dear .. tink 0nli .. maybe in da dae g0 slack at twn .. but it’s lyk same 0ld sat .. sighs* n0 diff .. l0ls ..
Posted at Wednesday, March 24, 2004 by me myself and i
Monday, March 22, 2004
term tw0 ..
*yawns* starting 0f term tw0 .. my j0urney t0 w0rk hard but im areadi tinking of sLacking .. wth?! *argh* cant change if i c0ntinue d|s raLati0nship -sighs-
Posted at Monday, March 22, 2004 by me myself and i
