sigh* shuldnt be tinking so much .. "sum0ne" t0Ld me dat he had hapinesS witH his ex but n0rt with me .. i can teLl and i can fEel .. but i deceive myseLf dat im wr0ng .. can he pr0ve me wrOng?! .. n0o0o0o0o0 .. i musnt tiNk s0 much .. STOP!! .. argh~~